Monday, January 6, 2014

Life-Song



The life-song reverberates deep within my soul
As the Great Composer directs each note.

Some stanzas ring praise for His grace-filled provision
Others mourn doubts stirred by my earthly struggles.

My spirit yearns for melodic resolve
Only to find the song half-sung...

For here…
Today…
I will not see…
What God completes in eternity.




“Not that I have already obtained this or am already perfect, but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own.” Phil 3:12
 

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Genetic Engineering or God's Grace




Then Jacob took fresh sticks of poplar and almond and plane trees, and peeled white streaks in them, exposing the white of the sticks.  He set the sticks that he had peeled in front of the flocks in the troughs, that is, the watering places, where the flocks came to drink. And since they bred when they came to drink,  the flocks bred in front of the sticks and so the flocks brought forth striped, speckled, and spotted. (Genesis 30:37-39)

 Thus God has taken away the livestock of your father and given them to me. (Genesis 31:9)


 Would Jacob have prospered if he hadn’t  ‘manipulated’ the breeding of the livestock?

In retrospect, we say it was God at work to bless Jacob. His ‘work’ of tending the breeding flock would not have had an impact one way or the other. And in light of what we know now regarding genetics, even his actions are laughable.  I can understand the motivation of Jacob….in a difficult situation, we HAVE TO DO SOMETHING! Imperfect faith trusts imperfectly. Trust is earned and, having been burned by our human counterparts, either intentionally or not, we still are wary to trust. And so we do what we can to help God out. 

I understand Jacob…I would do the same…. I DO do the same! I pray, ‘Lord, help me with this situation.’ And then I get down to working out the details and hope God helps me. But God’s grace extends even to our feeble faith as witnessed with Jacob. It is recorded to reflect man’s flailing trust, unnecessary efforts and God’s amazing patience and understanding of our weakness. It makes no judgment on Jacob’s actions but very poignantly demonstrates man’s actions vs God’s provision.  God's grace grows us from faith to faith, patiently enduring our worthless efforts while divinely providing all that we need.


 “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Fall

The golden ray black-eyed susans hang their heads, 
             Petals browned with age,
The sparrows flitter, restless,
             Unknowingly, expectantly waiting for their cue from God.
Trees, still green with growth,
            Yet poised for one last, glorious blaze of praise to Him.
Creation hesitates... 

             hovers...

                     listens...

As God gently whispers, 

             "Hush now...be quiet....rest." 

Sunday, August 4, 2013

Unknown and Unloved - Lessons of Leah

Nature abhors a vacuum. We like to finish people’s sentences and thoughts for them if they are too slow to come up with the words. Stopping in the middle of a song leaves us hanging or ending on a minor chord, uneasy. We read to finish books and sometimes skip to the end to see how it turns out. And I can remember several times in the movie theatre when the story ended with the plot unresolved, priming the pump for a sequel. A very unsatisfactory experience.

Leah’s story is a song half-sung. An unfinished, unresolved account of an unloved and unknown daughter of Laban. She is mentioned for the first time during the marriage negotiation of her younger sister, Rachel, to Jacob (Genesis 29). For seven years she watches Jacob lovingly labor for his new bride and then is deceptively substituted for the marriage consummation. Imagine the surprise of Jacob! But even more, imagine the rejection of Leah as she witnesses Jacob’s realization that she was not the one desired.  The bible simply states, “he (Jacob) loved Rachel more than Leah… the Lord saw that Leah was hated…”

As a father, I want to wrap my arms around Leah and say “I will love you. Come be my daughter.” And while I can sympathize with Jacob’s predicament, I just want to scream…. “Please love her.” I would like to see a resolution to Leah’s struggle but I can’t find it in scripture. There is no removal of the sibling wife rivalry, and in fact, it continues to present itself throughout her story. A life-long struggle with no Prince Charming to the rescue.

Leah’s personal struggle as she seeks to be loved is revealed in the naming of her first three sons fathered by Jacob:

  • Reuben - “Because the Lord has looked upon my affliction; for now my husband will love me.”
  • Simeon - “Because the Lord has heard that I am hated, he has given me this son also.” 
  • Levi - “Now this time my husband will be attached to me, because I have borne him three sons.”

We never see Leah being loved by her husband and God never took her out of her environment or ‘fixed’ her issue. As far as we know, she was always second fiddle to Rachel, her younger sister. It is an unfinished song, leaving us hanging in the middle of an unresolved chord.

While God did not change Leah’s situation, it seems He was able to change her heart and gives us a truth to grasp and a future hope. This change of heart in Leah is revealed on the birth of her 4th son, Judah.
“And she conceived again and bore a son, and said, “This time I will praise the Lord.” Therefore she called his name Judah. Then she ceased bearing” (Genesis 29:35).
Leah turns her labor from trying to earn love and acceptance from her husband, to trust and praise in Her God. “This time I will praise the Lord”. She ceased striving to earn love and accepts the love of God. She physically and spiritually ‘ceased bearing’ and recognizes that God is enough for all her needs.

Often in my daily problems I yearn for resolution and wonder at the frustration and difficulties that God walks me through.  While there are periods of calm, my short-term view has me seeking an immediate solution or removal of the issue so I can ‘enjoy’ life.  But honestly, there will always be another problem or difficulty and it is only when I acknowledge God that I find satisfaction and rest.  Like Leah, when I look to God for all my needs, I find God is more than enough. Chris Tomlin wrote a song that echoes these thoughts. So I hope this song gets lodged in your memory through the coming weeks.
All of You is more than enough for all of me
For every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You is more than enough
You are my supply
My breath of life
And still more awesome than I know
You are my reward
worth living for
And still more awesome than I know
All of You is more than enough for all of me
For every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You is more than enough

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Marvelous Grace

One of the criminals who were hanged railed at him, saying, “Are you not the Christ? Save yourself and us!” But the other rebuked him, saying, “Do you not fear God, since you are under the same sentence of condemnation? And we indeed justly, for we are receiving the due reward of our deeds; but this man has done nothing wrong.” And he said, “Jesus, remember me when you come into your kingdom.” And he said to him, “Truly, I say to you, today you will be with me in Paradise.”  (Luke 23:39-43.)
I can think of no greater demonstration of undeserved grace than what was shown to the thief on the cross. Arms stretched wide, held in place by nails, unable to give anything…anything at all. No future past a few hours to promise penance, compensation, or devoted allegiance. No legacy to leave or testimony to share with others of a broken man restored. Only a man honest with his sin, acknowledging his complete culpability, and his utter impotence to help himself. He looks to the MESSIAH, the Christ and says, “Remember me….” 

Jesus,

I am here 
      nailed to a cross of my own failures...
         no one to share the blame with...
              unable to help myself....

Remember me....


Wonderful, marvelous GRACE!